felt so damn lost in choir today....stupid. it lasted for bout 2 n the half hrs and the time jus passed so super SLOW. for the 1st time,i was pratically NOT listening at all to the conductor or wadeva... i was cold...i wasnt even laffing at the jokes made! the ME last time was laffing for every stupid jokes! sumthing is wrong wif me today... it MUS be that matter! i was like thinking bout it everytime and here am i....so LOST....so ignorant to the things around me. i told muhself THOUSANDS n MILLIONS times not to let this personal matter affect muh skol life.......n THIS is wad i get. i am totally USELESS! i hate this...but do i wan it?! this is fated... TODAY jus sux....... skol..dunno hus that pathetic person calling me a FB behind me... dun like ppl toking behind her,discussing things. okok..since she HERSELF dun like that,then she can call ppl B behind ppl also?! anw,she wanted us to REALISE our mistakes when we didnt even do ANYTHING WRONG...fuck(dun mind ppl) firstly,we were jus discussing things...whispering as u all kno,got ppl discuss thing for the WHOLE world to hear de mehx?! n guess wot?! since IT IS whispering,do u think she can actuali HEAR CLEARLY? SHES THINKING THAT WE TOK BAD BOUT HER..unless she herself guilty lor...if not Y think liddat.anw,jus wanted that person to own up la...i dunno hu r u but plz la,IF U DUN LIKE PPL TOKING BEHIND U,Y TOK BOUT PPL BEHIND THEM?! (n u had been doin it for LONG if i am not wrong bout it)
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felt so damn lost in choir today....stupid. it lasted for bout 2 n the half hrs and the time jus passed so super SLOW. for the 1st time,i was pratically NOT listening at all to the conductor or wadeva... i was cold...i wasnt even laffing at the jokes made! the ME last time was laffing for every stupid jokes! sumthing is wrong wif me today... it MUS be that matter! i was like thinking bout it everytime and here am i....so LOST....so ignorant to the things around me. i told muhself THOUSANDS n MILLIONS times not to let this personal matter affect muh skol life.......n THIS is wad i get. i am totally USELESS! i hate this...but do i wan it?! this is fated... TODAY jus sux....... skol..dunno hus that pathetic person calling me a FB behind me... dun like ppl toking behind her,discussing things. okok..since she HERSELF dun like that,then she can call ppl B behind ppl also?! anw,she wanted us to REALISE our mistakes when we didnt even do ANYTHING WRONG...fuck(dun mind ppl) firstly,we were jus discussing things...whispering as u all kno,got ppl discuss thing for the WHOLE world to hear de mehx?! n guess wot?! since IT IS whispering,do u think she can actuali HEAR CLEARLY? SHES THINKING THAT WE TOK BAD BOUT HER..unless she herself guilty lor...if not Y think liddat.anw,jus wanted that person to own up la...i dunno hu r u but plz la,IF U DUN LIKE PPL TOKING BEHIND U,Y TOK BOUT PPL BEHIND THEM?! (n u had been doin it for LONG if i am not wrong bout it)
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