Tuesday, January 22, 2008

i'm currently on my ''exaggerated'' chinese compo.
hahaha!
and i'm not gna do any othr hw.
SONOTINTHEMOOD

i kinda just got back from trng.
thx to my laptop,
i got to use comp. (:
oh wells.
my muscles' ache are getting worse. D:

anw, we shall skip the trng's grumbling and move on to my stupid conflict.
awww..all of you will just have to bear with it.
or just jolly well close up this page.

whatthefuck is wrong with you?
it took me just a moment to lose all my trust in you.
then it came to me that you have been fuckingly ignoring me since i can remember.
you can find me dumb but it never came across me that you would do that.
i mean it.

i'll just take this as a lesson learnt.
but you'll never be one that i can trust.
i see you only as a mass of protein/cells.
no no.. you're not someone i know.
so from today onwards i will tell myself:
"hey girl, he is not worth your attention.
give all your attention to your boy.
no girl, you're not to talk to him, not to smile at him.
no no no no no."

i bet you'll understand how i feel if u did that to you.
but i wont. cuz i'm not as mean as u, bastard.
dont you find it mean to show othr ppl things that were meant to be kept to yourself?
dont you find yourself as someone with no responsibility, someone whom is totally unreliable?
if you dont, let me tell you, YOU ARE.
FUCKINGLY GO DIE.
i've been keeping all your secrets since sec1.
and if this is how you're gna repay, THANKYOU.

BYE.
thank you lots boy for listening to my craps. (:
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