You know, sometimes you just get sick of what is going on in this world.
You're trying to understand what the adults are doing.
You always thought you're mature enough to understand.
But you're wrong. In fact, trying to understand such stuffs make you grow up fast, yet painfully.
I'm trying to say, I really envy the young kids. All they have in their minds are play, fun, happy family, roleplay etc. They never had thoughts of trickery, or to put it easily, evil thoughts. But yeah, I mean its pretty cool living in your small little innocent world. But again, you know you lack smth. You lack the maturity to understand stuffs.
Why can't we treasure what we have now, and stop wishing for what we don't?
This is frustrating.
Things always happens for reason. Don't come telling me all these shit because right now, none of these reasonings are entering my head. Isn't it easier to just put everything behind? Isn't it easier to just give up? Isn't it the
easiest to let go rather than clinging on the reef so miserably?
Why am I still holding on?
Its time to fly.
Its time I learn.